I wanted to post something tonight.
I don't have a lot to tell you.
But,
I did receive an message from
a girl who used to torment me
when I was in middle school.
It was 1984,
4th grade.
I wanted to kill myself.
I was born in 1973
and I wanted to drown
myself in 1984.
Noone would speak to me at school,
my small catholic school.
To be in her club, they had to ignore me.
She was the rich girl.
I was the one she chose.
I have nothing against her today.
But, I do remember it all so well.
The words were cruel.
The looks were venom.
The silence was the worst of all.
I was so lonely.
Today, I am 35.
Today, I am fine.
I forgave her in my heart
a long, long time ago.
Today,
I remember.
I received an email
from this woman.
She apologized
to me.
It made tears fall
down my cheeks
to my shirt.
It filled a hole
in my heart
I didn't know I had.
3 comments:
I love this. Thank you.
I got an email from a similar figure from my middle school. She tried to friend me on Facebook. I am embarrassed to say how much satisfaction I got out of ignoring her.
T, this is beautiful, baring ...
Thank you for sharing.
Thanks you two. There's not much else I can share. It's much too big of a box to unwrap. I'm glad you still stop by Jacqui.
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